i'll admit that these pictures are lousy. they're from the severe storms, etc a few days ago. my life hasn't really changed from the last post. graduation is in less than a month. i'll be moving. it hasn't seemed real until my mother mentioned packing and trying to fit everything i'm leaving behind (for now) in my closet. it's real, and i don't know what to do. i am so unprepared for the real world. i haven't had a job since i was fifteen, and now i'm moving to a new state with the intention of finding a job and saving up as much as possible. after college was practically taken away, life is weird and uncertain, and honestly i've been numb to it all. i still am. i still don't know what to do. i haven't even decided when exactly i'm moving, though it might be sooner rather than later. rip the bandaid off quick.