I don't know what my life is anymore. Art and job applications. There's a lot of family drama, and I'm going to be left to take care of my grandfather next week. I don't mind, but he has medical appointments every day, and driving to new places makes my nerves explode. I still haven't found a job, and I'm really panicking. However, I'm going to run errands and have alone time tomorrow, and I'm currently finishing my Halloween project. It's actually been cold, and I've turned into my mother. I had a whole spiel planned for this post, and I'm so tired and brain dead right now.