April. Where did you go? I blinked this month. That's it.
April was not a bad month. It wasn't the best month. I'm still itchy from symptoms that began in March, and I really don't appreciate it, but I can function. It's alright. My social life was nonexistent again, but I feel like it's something I need to get used to for awhile. Learning how to maintain relationships is something I need to work on, but again, it's alright. A lot of things are changing right now, and for the first time since September, I feel hopeful. I'm still scared, and I hope I'm not jinxing myself. I think I've started to realize that things take time, and time isn't slowing down for anyone. I'm still feeling creatively fulfilled and inspired, and I've fallen even more in love with the blogging community this month. There are some really wonderful and inspiring people out there.
It's good, you know? Everyone is moving on and moving up. I feel whole as April ends, and it's a good feeling. Alright May, I'm ready.