Healing, or Not...
I took these photos last Thursday, and I was feeling so much better. However, I started breaking out on Friday evening, so my original discussion point for this post is irrelevant. Instead, I spent the weekend applying lotions and creams and popping allergy medicine. I've really got cabin fever right now, and I just want to leave my house. Just having the windows open isn't cutting it, but the situation is a lot more complicated than I've gone into detail about over here, so I'll leave it at that. I'm just getting really sad about not being outside enough.
My brother and his girlfriend came to visit though, and I've decided to call the three (unborn niece, remember) JAM. So they'll be referred to as JAM here from now on. I got to feel my niece move for the first time, which was pretty cool. I'm new to the whole pregnancy and baby thing, and I always thought it would feel weird and unsettling to feel a baby moving inside someone's body, but it's not. It's nice to see them though, and I feel so guilty about never going to visit them. Again, it's complicated. I'm feeling a bit down about that too, but I'm feeling a bit down about most things right now. I'll get over it.
I hope this week is good to you.