I Already Miss Winter (+ Too Many Other Things)
I'm a sap and a hardcore Winter person, and this Summer-like heat is too much for me already. I kept thinking about being surrounded by snow over the weekend, and that led to thinking about photos from the last time we had more than a centimeter of snow - February 2015. We didn't have much of a Winter here earlier this year, and I never even used my scarf. I missed it. Here's hoping we get an early Winter, and plenty of cold weather. Everyone else will hate it, but *shrugs*.
While looking for the snow photos however, I realized that I have a really hard time living in the now. I'm always looking backwards. In the beginning of 2015, I was even more unsure about myself than I am now, but when I was looking back through those photos, I was missing myself. I thought I looked so much cooler, and my photos were better, and then I realized what's wrong with me. I need to live in the now, I need to embrace who I am now, and I need to get rid of this red hair, because I'm not fooling anyone, not even myself. I want to think I'm cool now. Who needs a therapist when you document every week of your life to look back on and post for the world to see.